My brother is getting married - YEA!

It's in May when I hope to be 9 months pregnant - Not so YEA.

So I've been asked to be a bridesmaid for like the 19th time. Not quite up there with Izzie whatsherface from Grey's Anatomy but still. It's my only brother's wedding, though. How could I say no?

However, we are trying again (in much seriousness) to conceive Nugget a little brother or sister. If I actually manage to get pregnant and stay pregnant this time, my due date would be 4 days after the wedding. Not good.

So, I'm torn between not even trying this month (according to my lovely clearview monitor I have 2-3 days to decide) or just saying fuck it and what will be will be. Of course Mike's contribution to all this drama is that it affords plenty of time for practice. He's such a man...